BRICK BY BRICK

    I've been a Builder and Architect through the BLOOD of my Ancestral connections.  We all are.  Unfortunately this discovery has only being within recent years. In my past I have contrived a construction project that I was completely unaware of.  I had been GIVEN ALL the tools, plus a blueprint to engineer one of the greatest structures introduced to the world via ME.  The material used to fabricated this WALL are a compound of elements that would take years to bind together.  This task is without a doubt a collective effort from many who will benefit from my blood, sweat, and tears, literally.  My efforts will empower one group and disappoint another.  I found many who were in line with me, so I recruited these like minded individuals who FELT, BELIEVED AND THOUGHT as I did. Together we will be able to BUILD cities, countries and even universes. So, the project simply know as "THE WALL" is now in the making.

     THE BLUEPRINT

  Now the BLUEPRINT has been drawn up for more than 400+ years for the "construction" of these massive WALLS they have employed so many of us to erect.  I was unaware of the excavation period of  our MINDS, CULTURE AND SPIRITS.  So unnaturally I accepted the tools that were giving to me not knowing the collaboration efforts of  this "Construction Company" and their plans to use me as well as others to build our own "town".  The "BLUEPRINT" was designed where psychologically they would be able to instill within us the desire and will to produce these structures with limited to no supervision from them.  So, through fear tactics, confusion, chaos and lack of self knowledge we are ready for the "TOOLS" to begin this task.                                         

    THE TOOLS

 The tools I was given were IDEOLOGIES, BELIEFS, INDOCTRINATION, RELIGION, LACK OF CULTURE and UNDERSTANDING rather than OVERSTANDING of SELF.  These tools were introduced to me through Tell-LIE-vision, mass media, rituals, traditions, education systems and my surroundings.  Even though I was born with the wealth and knowledge of  a Construction Company through my lineage of my great great great grandparents who were responsible for many of today's systems and wonders; one being the  PYRAMIDS.  They knew of these marvels, our abilities and knowledge that would be past down to myself, my brothers and my sisters, because it was our inheritance by birth right and in our BLOODLINES.  So, before I would realize that I AM a CREATOR/GOD, they suppressed and defocus my mind disabling it from expanding and growing to its full abilities and potentials. They need me to be DEPENDENT on them rather than INDEPENDENT from them.  The objective is to make me believe I can never do for myself and direct me away from being one with NATURE.

  THE MATERIALS

The materials used in these projects were some of the strongest compositions introduced to the Human psychic. When these materials are cured and molded over time it can become impenetrable as any natural element produced by nature.  However, the blessing in that is it would only SEEM that it's that sturdy, but our true nature will always prevail.  The materials have been molding and forming for more than 400+ years. The material includes: IGNORANCE, FEAR, SHAME, GUILT, ENVY, HATE, DESPAIR, IRRITABILITY, HOPELESSNESS, FAITH, DEPENDENCE,  LACK OF SELF, RAPE, MURDER, SELF HATRED, DENIAL, SELFISHNESS. WORTHLESSNESS and SPIRITUAL, MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL BANKRUPTCY. Those are just a few of the raw materials, when compounded over time can create one of the most unyielding material known to man. 


  Now I begin to "construct" mental barriers (walls) using the above materials, which I laid BRICK BY BRICK.  After years of going along with the designed BLUEPRINT executed with the provided TOOLS my "WALL" grows in height and width.  I began to defend off anyone who is seemingly trying to destroy, that which I have worked so long and so hard to achieve.  Those individuals are labeled automatically as troublemakers, heathens, devils, sinners, etc. I was programmed to reject any other 'BLUEPRINTS" that were unfamiliar and new.  This in turn caused me to add more to my "WALL" to insure that none of those individuals or ideas will gain access to me.

  Along my path I would meet persons who themselves have also at one time or another been employed by the same "Construction Company" and overstood my plight and mission.  They knew that my "WALL" was composed over the years by laying ONE BRICK at a time.  They knew that the only way to bring this massive monument down, without me feeling threaten was to do it BRICK BY BRICK.  They began slowly by asking me about the BLUEPRINTS, TOOLS and MATERIALS I was GIVEN!  Once I began answering my own questions and motives the bricks were being removed unaware by me. Once enough of those materials (issues/lies/character defects/unmanagable emotions) were removed I began to see more of the REAL world, instead of the illusionary and fabricated reality that was outlined for me in "their" blueprint.


  As my "WALLS" were slowly being torn down; my vision was becoming less impaired.  I was now beginnng to see that my "CONSTRUCTION" efforts were in reality a "DESTRUCTION" process of my NATURAL NATURE/SPIRIT. The "CONSTRUCTION" company was in fact a DESTRUCTIVE force set to destroy and eliminate an entire culture of people from whom they feared would one day raise again; as dictated by NATURE and her CYCLES.   Those individuals who came to my aid were BUILDERS, who dismantle the efforts of the enemy by building me up and allowing my Mind's Eye to SEE for itself......again!  What "WALLS" are hiding behind?  What "WALLS" are obstructing your view?  What "WALLS" are blocking the mirror that will show you; YOU?

  These same "WALLS" also create that IMAGINARY BOX you insist on living in.  We must escape our self made prison where the guards are our failure to wake up to the truths around us.  You are holding yourself hostage by refusing to be (HOW) HONEST, OPEN-MINDED and WILLING to do anything other than what you have always done.  New ideas cannot be grafted on a closed mind.  The world around us is changing rapidly, however we refuse to change with it.  History has proven that those who do not adapt and evolve will perish by their own stubbornness.

  In conclusion it was a must that I reexamined what I consider to be truth and question EVERY AND ALL THINGS that influenced my life and decisions making.  My Thoughts become My Words, which become My Action, which become My Habits, which becomes My Character which, becomes My Destiny.

So the question is what FORMED and CREATED your THOUGHTS?

  

By: Erick "ThirdsEyeView" B.

Copyrights 2011. All Rights Reserved.

CAUSALITIES OF WAR: THE INTERNAL BATTLES

There are many battles being fought right now; both external and internal. The number one offender of these outbreaks; in my humble opinion is the EGO. "My cause is greater than yours", I'm right you're wrong", "My religion & God is the CORRECT way to salvation" and so on. Simply a blame game and finger pointing justice without accountability or discernment. As always I must define that in which I have targeted to keep us on the same vibrational wave and you YOURSELF may come into your OWN overstanding & conclusion.

Your thinking, the content of your mind, is of course conditioned by the past: your upbringing, culture, family background, and so on. The central core of all your mind activity consists of certain repetitive and persistent thoughts, emotions, and reactive patterns that you identify with most strongly. This entity is the EGO itself.

A NEW EARTH Awakening to Your Life's Purpose pg 59-60:
by Eckhart Tolle

EGO: 1) The"I" of self of any person; a person as thinking, feeling and willing, and distinguishing itself from the selves of others and from objects of its thought.

2) Psychoanal. the part of the psychic apparatus that experiences and reacts to the outside world and thus mediates between the primitive drives of the id and the demands of the social and physical environment  

3) egotism; conceit; self-importance

4) self-esteem or self-image; feelings

(Online dictionary-DICTIONARY.COM)


  I was entering the Decatur Train Station one morning, I observed a young mother with two children entering the fare gates. The mother and the oldest child; maybe 5 or 6 yrs old had enter the gate and the little girl about 3 or 4 yrs old was trailing behind as the automatic gate was about to close. The mother was screaming at the little girl to hurry, but she was being nonchalant. When she made it through the fare gate the mother PUNCHED this child to the floor! She then snatched her up by her coat with whiplash force and screaming at the top of her lungs about her moving to slow. I was unable to bite my tongue and yelled at her "Are you SERIOUS?" "Was that necessary for walking to slow?" It became confrontational and combative with us both "expressing" our take on the situation. We went our separate ways and I was left with my emotions and feelings to sort out. After about 20 minutes of just being furious of the scene I witness I had to begin the process of putting things in perspective. I searched to find an understanding to this behavior without personalizing it (yeah right) . It is quite obvious that her reactionary response may be the result of some unresolved issues and/or unexpressed feelings; when viewed on much more than a surface level. This is the internal war I'm referring too.


WAR: (noun) 10. A state of opposition or contest; an act of opposition; an inimical contest, act, or action; enmity; hostility

• (Verb) 2. To make war; to invade or attack a state or nation with force of arms; to carry on hostilities; to be in a state by violence
• 3. To contend; to strive violently; to fight.
• 4. To make war upon; to fight.
• 5. To carry on, as a contest; to wage

(Websters Online Dictionary)

  Weapons Of Mass Destruction also known as Character Defects and Shortcomings within the human character. A character defect would be a flat tire. The shortcoming would be riding on it. Fear can be mistaking for anger. Anger turned inwards becomes Depression. Always remember that HURT PEOPLE; HURT PEOPLE! If I truly know what it feels like to be loved, then showing love to others is not a challenging task. There are trials, events and tribulations in our lives that rob us of the ability to be compassionate to one another. There are some who have never experienced anything close to love. Perception becomes distorted when mismanaged emotions begin to override the thought process and decision making. I, myself have been shown love throughout my life, however I didn't always recognize it as being love. If you didn't show me the affection the way I wanted it; I rejected your attempts of kindness. Yes, I was one SELF-CENTERED BASTARD! I began using others not even aware of my actions. I had "stinking" thinking and disillusioned concepts of relationships. I so badly wanted to do right, however I had no understanding of what a healthy relationship was. My surroundings and belief system was dysfunctional, but since that's all I knew it was "normal".

  Thus begins "The Internal Battles" of good vs. evil, right and wrong or to live or die (Death is not always physical)! Being unaware of my actions, thoughts, and ideas caused great discomfort and strife through the years. There were times when I had "moments of clarity", which were indicators that there were "glitches" in my MATRIX. It's like running a computer program(thinking, perceptions) and realizing that it has a virus(distorted, misinformed). You then see that the computer has been running & downloading slow with numerous pop-ups. When you've been running on an infected program for so long it is now YOUR "normal". You know you have issues/problems, but have no idea or direction on what to do about your programming situation. All you have is old information to deal with an ongoing dilemma. I so badly want to do right, however I just didn't know what to do. Denial sets in and I ignore my issues, then begin pointing fingers at who or whatever is within my line of fire. Now, frustration, anxiety, anger, hopelessness and fear consumes my character. Now my child is walking to slow and I punch her to ground screaming at the top of my lungs!

  As bad as I want to go in on Homegirl; I know I would just be judging her according to my understanding, beliefs, standards and/or perception. My ego will quickly prosecute her actions as wrong, so I can be right and feel superior and self-righteous. I'm a conscious minded thinker, which means I have to be able to recognize the unconsciousness in another without reacting unconsciously. Honestly speaking; that morning I acted a pure donkey! It was all emotions with no thought process to found. I quickly observed the same reactionary response she displayed in myself. Mine was worst than hers? How is that; when I didn't lay a hands on a child? As previously stated I consider myself to be conscious minded (aware) and I showed none whatsoever. Upon this realization, I analyzed my behaviors, which in turn would give me some insight of the young woman's conduct that I found so disturbing to me. On the surface we all differ in many ways, but below the surface we all suffer from some of the same deep rooted issues that are universal to the human existence.

CAUSALITY: the relation between a cause and its effect or between regularly correlated events or phenomena
  

  We are all; in some way somehow causalities on a greater scope of things. There are numerous equations and factors in our existence that cause us to act, respond, protect, isolate, and think the way we do; as individuals and collectively, which in turn effects our way of life as human beings searching for purpose with meaning. There has been ripple effects in my life caused by my unawareness, which has been the source of my frustrations, pain, mis-guided decisions, and hopelessness. My family, friends, co-workers, courts, jails, strangers, etc have been causalities of my ignorance (unconsciousness). I was clueless of how I impaired the lives of others due to my self centeredness. Because I was unable to identify with my Internal Battles I was inflicting havoc on those closest to me.



If I never wake up and redirect my consciousness it can have a life long effect for example on my daughter. It is quite possible that she will fall prey to the generational cancer; the one that spiritual and emotionally impeded myself a connection to a Source of Higher Consciousness. I rotated for years in the same vicious cycle of living as those before me. I made life choices based on what I was shown, taught, and understood. Now my daughter's mother and I will be the sound reasoning and trustworthy activist in her life. She will learn and maybe live by our understandings and actions until she can develop her own. Now, if our lives and thinking are dysfunctional; it is quite possible that she may struggle for years before coming into her own.

All this from a young mother's paroxysmal explosion towards her child walking to slow for her at that time. For me it is important to understand versus judging others from my single point of view. I have learned that we are connected by a Greater Source/Higher Conscious/Infinite Mind/God. So that alerts me to the fact, once connected with this force we can relate to anyone on a Emotional, Mental and Spiritual region of activity. Since we are all connected, I should be conscious enough to see myself within any individual without placing labels on them or putting them in "MY SELF RIGHTEOUS" categories. If taking the time I can discover myself through actions of others and not condemn them. Because no one should be involuntarily enlisted in my INTERNAL BATTLES causing them to be CAUSALITIES OF WAR.

By: Erick "ThirdsEyeView" B.

Copyrighted Material. All Rights Reserved.

Abraham Lincoln And His Racist Speeches

There is a natural disgust in the minds of nearly all white people at the idea of an indiscriminate Amalgamation it the white and black race. A separation of the races is the only perfect preventive of Amalgamation but as immediate separation is impossible the next best thing is TO KEEP THEM APART where they are not already together"
 Speech on September 18, 1858 in Charleston, IL:"

I will say then that I am not, nor ever been in favor of making voters or jurors of Negroes, nor of qualifying them to hold office. NOR TO INTERMARRY with white people and I will say in addition to this that THERE IS A PHYSICAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WHITE AND BLACK RACES. Which I believe will FOREVER forbid the two races living together on terms of social and political equality and in as much as they cannot so live, while they do remain together. There must be the position of superior and inferior and I as much as any other man am IN FAVOR OF HAVING THE SUPERIOR POSITION ASSIGNED TO THE WHITE RACES"

Speech on August 21, 1859 at Ottawa, IL:

"I hold that a Negro is not and NEVER OUGHT TO BE A CITIZEN OF THE UNITED STATES. I hold this government was made on the basis, by white men for the benefit of white men and their posterity FOREVER and SHOULD BE ADMINISTERED BY WHITE MEN AND NONE OTHERS."

He said this to Negroes at Washington D.C. on August 14,1862:

"Even when you cease to be slaves, you are yet far removed from being placed on an equality with white people on this broad continent not a single man of YOUR RACE IS MADE THE EQUAL OF A SINGLE MAN OF OURS. Go where you are treated the best. and THE BAN IS STILL UPON YOU…I cannot alter it if I would"

We must challenge and research the misinformed information that we have been taught. They give & educate us on what they want us to think, beLIEve, and digest. You will never get truth and justice form half truths! You cannot any longer afford to just follow and accept any and every thing that is handed to you w/o verification through your OWN research.

We in turn raise our children on these lies, wrong knowledge, distorted beliefs, & warped values, then defend those very things as if they were TRUTHS. When someone comes along with new information we reject it due to FEAR of the unknown. Our EGOS & pride engulfs our reasoning/logic systems and reduces us to be CLOSED minded, sometimes emotional about our beliefs.

"YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU ACCEPT" ~ Dr. Malachi Z. York

By: ThirdsEyeView